My arrival here, was about as difficult as I expected. Sometimes I am tempted to leave sooner, than later. I am a runner. Well, not a runner, but an avoider. Not that I avoid problems, problems are easier for me to face than people who are difficult to get along with. I tend to avoid encounters with people who I do not feel comfortable around, which seems harmless, and quite natural. I avoid awkward situations, that’s all.
However, I know that these times are simply challenging lessons in the course of learning to love. Loving those who always make you feel so warm, and nice, does not prove how great your love is, anyone can do that. It’s about treating others with love when it is most difficult to.
I say this because this is my current struggle, my current lesson.
Love is not just saying you love someone.The biblical definition of love, to me, truly describes it. Be it love towards family, friends, or a significant other.
I wanted to break down the characteristics of love found in 1 Corinthians 13:4-8 (AMP) to be able to go back to it, and see where I am failing, and what I need to work on.
- Love endures long and is patient and kind: If it has to endure long, and be patient it most likely indicates that the other party is going to be difficult, and we have to respond with kindness, and patience. Love is what fills in the gap on our scale, when we weigh how bad the other person treats us, against how we treat them. Love enables us to be kind to those that are not kind with us.
- Love never is envious nor boils over with jealousy: Basically, if we love someone we should be glad when they have something that we wanted. Love teaches us to let go our egos, and think of someone else’s happiness rather than ours.
- It is not boastful or vainglorious: Meaning, when we love we are not concerned with always being the center of attention, and do not constantly feel the need to brag. Love gives us the flexibility to be able to do this sometimes, and still not lose our identity.
- Love does not display itself haughtily, it is not conceited (arrogant and inflated with pride): Love’s ego is mostly absent, in the sense that a person who has truly grasped the concept of love, and operates in it, is usually humble when dealing with others.
- It is not rude (unmannerly) and does not act unbecomingly: (Pretty self-explanatory)
- Love (God’s love in us) does not insist on its own rights or its own way, for it is not self-seeking: So… it means we are not first priority when we truly love others. Not that we are worth nothing, quite the contrary. You are supposed to love people as much as you love yourself. When you are full of love, you know you are complete whatever happens, so putting yourself as the priority is not of utmost importance.
- …it is not touchy or fretful or resentful; it takes no account of the evil done to it [it pays no attention to a suffered wrong]: What it tells us is that a person who loves is quick to forgive, and does not dwell on the wrong they suffered, does not take things to heart. Love enables them to let go of these things, and forgive.
- It does not rejoice at injustice and unrighteousness, but rejoices when right and truth prevail: Also self-explanatory.
- Love bears up under anything and everything that comes: Wow, that means a lot of good, and a lot of bad…
- …is ever ready to believe the best of every person, its hopes are fadeless under all circumstances, and it endures everything [without weakening]: I guess people would perceive this as naive, believing the best of everyone, keeping hope against all odds, and enduring everything. It kind of brings up the image,in my head, of a starry-eyed child, we usually turn away from this to avoid disappointment. However, love never fails [never fades out or becomes obsolete or comes to an end]. The disappointments we may suffer when we love,fade away, but love does not.
Do I practice all of this? Not even half, but I am learning. If we were to sum up all of the previous points we could say love consists of swallowing our pride, and our ego, and putting others first. Not eliminating our importance, but loving others, as we love ourselves.